I do not want to

Face up to this

The blank-eyed yawning

That stares at me

From every angle

I know how this will seem

I can sleep anywhere,

Love anyone

Be anything

I can become

A monster if I haven't already.

Something in these red pills

Holds my eyes from turning in

I can't touch the holes

Oh no, they will not let me.

Honesty for everyone

But lie myself, to me

Call foul when I

Can't see but feel

What's been coming

Hold it in, and

Bottle it down

Tomorrow I will heal

If tomorrow I

Wake up and I'm not me